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Tag: Thoughts
1127
role
reversal
cats
chasing
dogs
1126
not
going
to
do
nothing
for
nothing
1125
I am back dealing with health issues. It’s going to be a slow process, in getting to read and write posts.
Please hang in there.
As for…
As for posting and answering comments, I will be away from doing anything, until my health issues are straightened out.
No comments, please.
1124
sitting
breathing
in
breathing
out
relaxing
enjoying
everyday
life
1123
I’ll
say
this
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
umm
1122
when
the
day
ends
in
darkness
the
last
thing
left
to
do
is
to
go
to
bed
1121
it
can
be
daunting
trying
to
write
something
anything
whatever
1120
now
that
it
is
all
said
and
done
now
onto
the
next
whatever
1119
its
9:08
in
the
morning
the
snow
is
falling
in
northeastern
Massachusetts
some
of
the
flakes
are
the
size
of
quarters
it
is
April 19
1118
the
brain
is
like
a
cement
mixer
rotating
the
words
but
none
of
seem
to
not
pour
out
the
letters
to
make
a
sensible
sentence
1117
you
saw
me
yesterday
you
saw
me
this
morning
you
saw
me
this
afternoon
you
saw
me
this
evening
you
may
see
me
tomorrow
1116
retirement
is
akin
to
being
put
out
to
pasture
1115
the
past
is
the
past
the
present
is
the
present
the
future
is
ahead
for
good
or
bad
1114
sitting on the couch
doing stuff with the tablet
TV is on watching, listening and good for foreground & background noise take your pick
did I mention that I am wearing one of my favorite ivy league shirt
well it’s 3:40 in the afternoon and this is what I have been doing
I live such an amazing exciting ecclectic down to earth life
1113
it
would
be
Jim
Dandy
if
we
were
living
in
a
perfect
world
sadly
it’s
not
ever
going
to
happen
1112
some
people
walk
the
earth
with
rose
colored
glasses
pretending
all
is
right
with
the
world
1111
inside
the
hall
of
dread
pacing
back
and
forth
with
troubling
thoughts
wound
up
inside
his
head
1110
the
reign
of
rain
has
drained
thy
pain
1109
strolling
along
with
the
steady
rain
falling
dropping
on
me
washing
all
my
woes
and
miseries
away
1108
no
words
inside
my
head
only
dust
1107
have
the
rare
Monday
blahs
1106
watching
snowflakes
fluttering
down
1105
the
words
in
my
head
are
like
stale
bread
Being
1104
what if
can
be
applied
to
different
types
of
thoughts
Short Fiction
Delusional thoughts, warped ideas, a mind full of fabrications and he believes, that whatever he says is the truth, when he damn well knows they are lies, bullshit, etc., etc….
1103
the
month
of
march
can
be
erratic
weather
wise
1102
another
heading
this
way
this
one
they
are
calling
it a
four’easter
since
this
will
be
the
fourth
storm
of
the
month
maybe
we
will
have
a
fifth
one
next
week
1101
woke
up
this
morning
the
temperature
was
12 F
yet
the
calendar
hung
on
the
wall
shows
that
spring
begins
on
the
20th
okay
since
I
reside
in
Massachusetts
I’ve
gotten
use
to
it
1100
born
under
the
sign
of
aquarius
just
saying
1099
one
step
forward
two
steps
back
two
steps
forward
one
step
back
etc
etc
etc
not
getting
to
the
destination
anytime
soon
if
ever
1098
snow
and
winter
go
hand
in
hand
but
there
are
those
that
do
not
get
it
1097
a
person
I
know
was
bitching
moaning
groaning
about
the
snow
storm
so
when
he
was
finished
I
told
him
“there’s
Florida”
I
got
no
reply
1096
whoever
coined
the
phrase
‘March
comes
in
like
a
lion
and
goes
out
like
a
lamb’
sure
got
it
right
a
true
Nor’easter
is
upon
us
unleashing
wind
whipped
snow
1095
a
whopper
of
a
snow
storm
heading
this
way
12
to
18
inches
maybe
more
is
expected
its
march
its
still
winter
its
expected
1094
open
mind
thoughts
fleeing
1093
imagination
running
amok
1092
a
new
day
same
old
same
old
1091
second
thoughts
are
they
better
than
the
original
thought
1090
split
second
decisions
can
end
in
up
in
getting
a
headache
1089
mildew thoughts
slowly turning
to mold
1088
sunny morning
grayish afternoon
dark night
1087
old
age
sneaks
up
rather
quickly
1086
does living
in the
fast lane
mean
the day
goes by
faster
1085
head
in
the
clouds
thoughts
obfuscated
by
the
gases
body
wafting
amongst
the
rain
filled
sky
1084
still
can
make
a good
cup
of
coffee
solve
crossword
puzzles
then
all
is
right
with
I
Comments
For the time being, I’ve closed the commenting section, as I am not up to replying back. I periodically go through the posts of the people I follow, and it can be a bitch when not feeling up to it.
1083
sitting
on
the
rocking
chair
whiling
the
time
away
1082
garbage in
garbage out
right now I
have the
feeling of
garbage in
as I feel
like shit
damn flu
Too Many
too many emails
too many posts to read
too many blogs that I follow
time for a reset
1081
kindness
will
open
doors
hatred
will
close
them
1080
still
no
internet
connection
but
that’s
okay
i’ll
just
pretend
that
its
1993
and
go
from
there
1079
a new day
a new morning
yet
it is still
that
same old
same old
feeling
1078
when
the
coffee
tastes
good
it
makes
everything
else
that
much
better
Situations
This Is How I Am Come Morning
Drink Coffee
1077
here
there
everywhere
never
know
where
one
will
be
1076
ah
another
Monday
is
upon
us
a
dread
for
those
who
have
to
go
to
work
school
joy
joy
retired
people
its
just
another
day
it can
be no
different
than a
Tuesday
or a
Thursday
they
all
seem
to be
the
same
1075
back
on
the
couch
TV
still
on
the
people
in
the
apartment
next
to
me
are
all
happy
and
giggly
for
a
Sunday
evening
must
be
retired
so
go
at
it
I’ll
just
do
what
I
do
best
nothing
1074
coffee
brewing
writing
bizarre
posts
to
post
1073
sitting
on
the
couch
watching
TV
or
is
it
watching
me
1072
for
sunday
day
dinner
baloney
and
cheese
sandwiches
with
a
bag
of
potato
chips
a
meal
fit
for
a
king
1071
communicating
with
mother
earth
1070
slogging
through
the
mud
for a
cup
of
joe
1069
cleansing
the
mind
of
impure
thoughts
1068
is
there
an
afterlife
1067
to be
a fly
on the
wall
in a
room
full of
bullshit
artists
1066
outside
windy
and
cold
wind
chill
too
inside
warm
and
comforting
1065
a
city
is
tall buildings
short buildings
streets/avenues
city hall
parks
stores
parking lots
parking garages
automobile traffic
buses & taxis
foot traffic
of people
from all
walks of life
police & fire
houses
slums
homeless people
coffee shops
bars & taverns
restaurants
dining & fast food
pizza parlors
banks
factories
that’s
a city
1064
time
have
plenty
of
that
of
course
it
would
be
better
if it
was
money
1063
viewing
nothing
through
the
bay
window
1062
spending
some
quality
moments
in wasteland
1061
no matter
what the
jackass
in chief
says
I have
more or
less
tuned
him out
as he
he will
never
change
1060
walking
straight
into
the
void
Cookies And Milk
Think what a better world it would be if we all, the whole world, had cookies and milk about three o’clock every afternoon and then lay down on our blankets for a nap.
-Barbara Jordan
1059
the
brain
was on
hiatus
now
it
should
be well
rested
and
ready
to do
its
thing
1058
lucid
thoughts
clashing
with
impure
thinking
1057
watching
day
evolve
into
night
1056
dreaming
of
counting
snowflakes
that
are
falling
from
the
clouds
above
my
head
1055
writing
the
possibilities
are
endless
1054
new week
new day
new morning
all else
is still
the same
1053
fake
president
fake
news
a
match
made
in
hell
1052
living
in
a
fabricated
world
1051
waking
in
the
morning
of
darkness
and
solitude
1050
spendind
quality
time
doing
whatever
I
feel
like
doingx
1049
write
something
so
I
did
1048
words
and
thoughts
locked
inside
my
head
1047
61 F
degrees
today
tomorrow
night
single
digits
talk
about
a
swing
in
temperature
1046
crows
cawing
at
sunrise
nature’s
alarm
clock
1046
burnt
coffee
is by
far
not
the
best
way
to
start
one’s
day
1045
seeking
enlightenment
after
the
drama
of
the
day
1044
reading
between
the
lines
1043
making
sense
of
life
1042
spitting
into a
blustery
wind
is not
advisable
1041
an
exciting
day
doing
the
laundry
1040
need
to
get
the
grey
matter
to
get
cranking
for
producing
words
to
convey
1039
keep
it
short
make
it
simple
